Fat fairies, get to work!

Yesterday I had a complete freak out, and only got up to around 800 cals all together. Today, though, I’m about 1000! I actually ate 3 meals today, which is the first time in years.

One part of me wants to only have 200 calories tomorrow, the part that is scared that I’ll actually gain weight from this. It’s nerve racking, even though I lost a pound yesterday. I’m currently at 175, which is what my starting point would have been if it weren’t for last week’s stress binge. It’s fine, though, I can do it.

In aerobics today, we did a weight-lifting video. Yeah, I’m sore. But I love stretching my back, arms, shoulders and chest so it feels so great. I’d do more work with weights if I had any. D:

Tonight’s deal for workouts: 50-100 jumping jacks, 200 crunches, 200 reverse crunches, 50 sit ups, 200 inner thighs, 200 outer thighs, 5-10 minutes running in place, 15 pushups, 50 releves, 200 plies.

Thank the gods spring break is coming up- I could use the sleep.